for the past couple of weeks, i have been on-and-off sick. today and yesterday have been an all-time low. it's hard for me to accept being ill, especially when it means staying home and recuperating and especially in the midst of such an exciting time in my life. what this means is that i've been attempting to go out and live like the healthy, but i'm not quite there. i'm only giving fifty percent. i'm like a zombie, going through all the motions but not really feelin it.
oh, and i'm in bed early. like, really early.
you'd think that all this rest and relaxation would give me a perfect opportunity to sit down and write something, but it hasn't. i'm bored! if anything, this mellow time has only strengthened my resolve to get out and do something. anything. many things. but all of them real, raw and honest.
however, as they say, every grey cloud has a silver lining. so i'd like to give a shot-out to all my silver linings.
like how nice it is to have friends who you feel close enough with that you can temporarily move your sick bed over to their place, and then lay around in your pjs watching movies.
or how good it feels to make up with someone, even though you still disagree with each other, because you love each other enough to not have to agree.
most importantly, finding a sense of comfort in yourself, whether you're sick or not.
love always
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